So I havent seen my husband in weeks. Not really anyways. We sleep in the same bed. We sometimes eat at the same time and in the same room. I tell him I love him. I make his dinners and iron and fold his cloths. I walk his dog and make him cum once a week. He makes no effort. Just ...none. I don't want to push him into anything or bully or nag him, and I haven't, but FUCK. Why doesn't he WANT to spend time with his wife. I am a fun person. Low maintenance for sure. No drama. I just love him and like to hang out. But lately it is just about pool, gaming, and work. He doesn't seem to have room in his life for me lately. He gives more attention to the dog.
I often wonder of I should even be with him. I love him. That isn't the issue. The issue is him. He is callous, rude, bossy, and neglectful. He will always love himself more. I should probably be with the guy that I didn't pick. He loved me. I just didn't love him.. Fuck you universe. Seriously.
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